I swear to God the sun is laughing at me, but I can t say because I don t look straight at it. Hear me out. Those boys tell all the lies that roll right past you: I don t wanna fuck you, I just wanna hold you. Hear me out. I ve searched my conscience. Done laps thinking, like the ice capades and roller rinks. Will I know if I still care? I can t make up my mind. I ll burn those bridges to the ground to tie you up and drag you down. Give in to all subtle charms, spend summer nights in your arms. If I drowned in deeper oceans and sink, would you be better off than me? I d do anything to find you. It s springtime and I feel like I m dying while everybody s got a new lease on life. Hear me out. It s the time of year that rolls right past me. Just days to deadline. I know you can t wait to leave. What do I waste my time for? You ve been gone for some time. Could I set out to find you? I m fucked because you re my vice. But maybe I m that type of guy, because I might be. I know this year s been miserable. I have faith the end is beautiful. It s just the road to get to you that s hard.